I wonder

I wonder

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in this game of you versus life

i wonder about your view

through eyes electric blue;

knowing firecoal suns,

peering through

pearly gates.


Picture: Fatima Albudoor

Inspiration:  01/10/19, 1:24am thinking about life




Our Light…

Our Light…

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i don’t know how you feel

about this page turning like

circles in time, or if you

see what tomorrow holds;

how her starry eyes will unfold.

God only knows

His love…our light…


PS: To you the reader – “Thank you for your support in 2018. May 2019  reveal to us wisdom to succeed in our pursuits,  grace to be content and to find peace that knows no bounds. I wish you a happy new year”.

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Going with the flow

Going with the flow

cross my heart, i have

no idea where the heck i’m going

like what do i really want?

is writing truly my destiny or am i

just making it up as i go along?

when my fluid perspectives

take me every which way,

i try to use all you’ve given me

God knows i try.


Picture: makeandtell.com

Inspiration: Him & I – G Easy and Halsey

In the Middle

In the Middle

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you know that wavy line…the one

between extreme and not?

well, i crossed it. i got

caught up in a life that

wasn’t mine, dancing to the

sweet melody of curiosity.

i spied her hazel eyes and

for the first time, wrong felt

goddamn right.

what was i supposed to do?

not kiss and tell?

her soft voice whispered to me

“sober is boring”…i listened

and it was indeed, except

i forgot the blurred line, the one

between just enough and too much.

in the end, i lost my mind

to find the truth and if you’re

wondering, of course i still

indulge my hand picked vices

only this time, the line is

lucid…now i know better to

stay in the damn middle.


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Inspiration: Ecclesiastes 7:16-18 NLT (My favorite book of the Bible btw)




I feel like a language you

can’t understand, like

i’m missing out on

life, yours, mine.

don’t think for a

second that my roses

are without thorns,

i’m low-key in my lane

fighting, learning, chasing

the dreams hovering within

my head space.


is anything really worth it though?

i keep trying and trying,

tossed by the wind like

a tumbleweed. maybe

this time, life will

let me spread my

wings and fly high

up into her sapphire sky.


Picture: unknown

Inspiration: FOMO – Fear of Missing Out!

Avant-garde I

Avant-garde I


Maybe i’m running a little far away from this life as a cry for help; for you to hold me and never let me go. To tell you the truth, if it comes easy in life, it may as well not have come at all. Pain must lead to gain and there’s no in-between , i’m realizing that the more i painfully grow, the sweeter the berries i bear. So maybe i’m running far away from this life to find myself again, to just bare my mind to pain that will light the way for beautiful beginnings…

Picture: mrperswall.com

Inspiration: Run Away by The Afters

PS: I turned 25 on the 6th. YAY! half way down the road to being a 30 year old woman like OMG!!!