Just a blur

Just a blur


As the clouds drift endlessly, taking shelter beneath the sky. As we hide in boxes, shielding ourselves from the truth, we collide in our minds, we dream, we spark, we envision a moment in time, one that’s pure and true, laced with stars. As we think upon the life that we want so dear, the uncertainty weighs us down, our hope floats away like a mirage, like it was never there. In the end we have to make the choice, to be this or that, to hope again or not, to realize that the pain is just a blur, or not. 

Picture;hdancer.wordpress.com

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Just Breathe…

Just Breathe…


When I’m alone the world is such a different place 
I’m usually the one who writes the words 
The one who says “life is now”
But when the ink fades and the pages turn
I’m the one to hide and cry 
To curl up in the corner of my own story
To play my life’s ballad as I dance to the tune. 
Sometimes life gets too hard and we just want to run away
Other times we feel the love so strong and our joy bursts forth with no bounds
When the hard times come, remember the good times, she will come again. 
Just breathe! 

A spark in time 

A spark in time 


My head on his chest, I hear his heartbeat drumming away just like mine. The memories before now are a blur, his face is the only one I remember. Are we not all the same? Confused, aware, plain. Are we not all thirsty? For him, for her, for mother. Are we not all in between? Trying, crying. His fragile words compelling me, I pray to the gods of life to make this real, to make me see that this too is only but a spark in time, to feel now or never.

 
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I found your Love

I found your Love


I once said your name with every fiber of my soul
Once, I sang your praise, even danced for you
The harp played, it swayed with grace 
The melody sank deep into my eyes 
The fountains set themselves free 
And it flowed down my face with streams of joy
I found your love
When I lost my heart to you. 

Picture; Flickr
Inspiration; Hillsong United – when I lost my heart to you. 

I’m sad

I’m sad


The one I love is returning home
His suffering has come to an end 
But mine has just begun
I’m trying to lock the pain away, to ignore this wound that may never heal
My mind is pale, I’m swimming in denial
I’m aching for answers from god’s real and not
I’m wondering why my life has to be this way
What will I do without my bestfriend?
The one that loves me deep?
I don’t know
I really don’t know.

Picture;  artofsadness.com