Only I

Everyday the battle 
Is the same 
To wake up or not
To do or not 
To dream or not
To drink or not
To smoke or not
To say the truth or not 
To be happy or not
To let it go or not 
To feel hopeless or not
To stay positive or not
To love or not
To be fearless or not 
And whatever in the end I choose, 
Only I, will bear the consequence. 

Picture; the spruce