I’m sad

I’m sad


The one I love is returning home
His suffering has come to an end 
But mine has just begun
I’m trying to lock the pain away, to ignore this wound that may never heal
My mind is pale, I’m swimming in denial
I’m aching for answers from god’s real and not
I’m wondering why my life has to be this way
What will I do without my bestfriend?
The one that loves me deep?
I don’t know
I really don’t know.

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Don’t wake me up 

Don’t wake me up 


Sing me a song with your lips of bronze
Play the harp as you go along
Write me a haiku, with few words tell me why you love me
I’ll wait for you on the other side of the river bank
I’ll even lay my bed with roses, hoping you come to me at night 
As your kiss parts the curtains on my face, I feel the passion you emit, I feel the thunder dripping down my back, sending shivers every which way
From this reality dream, don’t wake me up!!!

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The lucky ones 

The lucky ones 


The echoes of the caves
The sound of the waves
As the rain pours
Upon our floors
We wake up from a dream
Into another dream.
As the flowers bloom 
We find ourselves in life’s costume
Parading our flaws 
Endlessly waiting for the applause.
As the stars twinkle
We start to see our faces wrinkle
But the ones who know their purpose, are truly the lucky ones here
Are you lucky?

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Beauty from these ashes

Beauty from these ashes


I lost my way
I fell hard into the wave and it took me away 
I was fully aware of the devices but there was a force I couldn’t explain
A pull, a push, so complicated yet simply plain
I tried and I tried, to understand why this was happening now
The change, the switch; all wrapped up in a bow
This is not how I saw the future in my minds eye
The present is not what the past promised someone tell me why
He’s my poison, I’m his dream come true
I’m smiling but my mind is blue
I pray in the end, from this hole
You’ll lead me home, there where I’d be made whole

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The void 

The void 


We’re all empty inside
This truth cannot be denied

We sometimes get what we want but it doesn’t matter much
We try, we buy, we love her so much 

But somehow we’re never made whole 
Nothing seems to fill our hole

Maybe that’s how we were made
Of this, we all wear the same shade 

Many turn to religion, others to things
But only “understanding”  can soothe us and this like a bee, stings.

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Turn the tables

Turn the tables


Paralysis of the mind forced them into the wheelchair of life
For themselves they refused to think and so they paid the price
They chose to make the story up as they went along
But this in itself failed from the start. 

Many do not “think”, even though they think that they do
They don’t really analyze and create mental solutions first before the action.
Don’t let anyone tell you what’s truth and what’s real
Your mind is your gift and the knowledge you gain and use is your power, so turn the tables now, think for you, think free. 

Picture; Free thinker painting by Jimmy Ovadia (Also available for sale on fineartamerica.com)

Falling into place 

Falling into place 


You’re beautiful and I’m not just saying words
All that has happened and is to come is not a mistake 
The dreams you had as a child, have they come true?
Don’t let anyone tell you what you can and cannot do
Don’t let the pressure reduce you to a corner of your own life
Don’t dream small even though your minds eye fails to see farther
Live your life for you and no one else, all other things will fall into place. 

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Now or Never

Now or Never


We don’t know how but somehow we’re here and the memories are made from the moment we open our eyes.
We scramble for a path, a truth to soothe the void inside of us
We inhale, we exhale and we know this is real.
As the waters flow endlessly and as the winds blow into a melody
We find ourselves in the highs and lows, still holding on to the hope of a spark and a tomorrow laced with mind peace  
But life is short, so we must live now or never. 

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