is anybody out there?
my days have been harder
and i have no one to listen
i feel so alone
my dreams are blurry
i can’t see beyond the mist
if you’re out there
will you listen?
Everyday the battle
Is the same
To wake up or not
To do or not
To dream or not
To drink or not
To smoke or not
To say the truth or not
To be happy or not
To let it go or not
To feel hopeless or not
To stay positive or not
To love or not
To be fearless or not
And whatever in the end I choose,
Only I, will bear the consequence.
Picture; the spruce
Jasmine stars caught in a heart shaped balloon, you and me like air, are folded between two lungs.
These transient moments that take our breathe away, bring us back to love eternal.
It’s not the sweet that make us but the sour, the days of grey skies and blue.
It’s not the life that flows in our veins that sustain us, but the helium our love emits.
Only the wind knows where it will take us, so hold me close as we bask in the merging of soul and body.
I just want my peace and quiet. I want to get drunk and high and rubbish as every 24year old should tonight. I want to never tell a lie, to just do and make mistakes and cry some nights. I want to love him and show him what it means to love me back. I want what I want and I want it now or whenever because it is so. Exposed, young, human, girl. Don’t tell me what I can or cannot do. Live your life, I’ll live mine as the phases demand. I’m free!!!
Picture; Max Pixel
while you were sleeping, the birds returned home and fed their young.
while you were sleeping, the rain poured down, she gave the earth drink.
while you were sleeping, the sun rose and fell at your feet.
while you were sleeping, the world turned on it’s wheels as you lay there, day dreaming.
when will you wake up and do?
Inspiration; Proverbs 6:10-11 “A little extra sleep, a little more slumber, a little folding of the hands to rest— then poverty will pounce on you like a bandit; scarcity will attack you like an armed robber.” (NLT)