My request to extend my visa in Barbados got rejected. The Barbadian Immigration Authority felt I didn't have a good enough reason to extend my stay in Barbados. I had to leave the Island at the expiration of my 1 month visa stamp I got at GAIA. It sucks to leave sooner than I expected … Continue reading Leaving Barbados; My Quest For Dual Citizenship Continues
How to Apply for a Visa Extension in Barbados 2020 (Avoid these 3 Mistakes I Made)
You've made it to the rum paradise and like thousands of tourists you don't want to leave. The next step for you is to extend your visa in order to keep living the island life sipping coconut water and taking dips in its turquoise waters. In my previous post I explained how my visa extension … Continue reading How to Apply for a Visa Extension in Barbados 2020 (Avoid these 3 Mistakes I Made)
To all the time I spent in 2019
2019 has come to an end and like every crazy ass year before, there's no taking back all the time I've spent on social media scrolling mindlessly for hours instead of reading a book. I've spent precious hours of my life watching TV shows like 90 day fiancee, GOT and other guilty pleasures that consume … Continue reading To all the time I spent in 2019
Ghosted! What it Means and How it Feels
I'm not gonna lie, being ghosted HURTS! all the sudden no texts, no calls, then there's that dreadful feeling you get the moment you realize you've been blocked without warning. I always wonder, is it best to talk things out? be a bit mature; communicate to the other person why you no longer want to … Continue reading Ghosted! What it Means and How it Feels
No highs without lows nor fights without blows our scars, it shows but we accept our woes hook, line as it flows. Even when doors close and life slows, the stone she throws become the seed that grows. Happiness no one owes the choices we chose have made us foes, our brains froze and grew … Continue reading 26
She said "i can't wait to get married and be happy" and i found her statement damn well laughable. i'm not old, 26 years of life experience is all i have in my portfolio, 8 months of which i've spent married and i can assure you that the single life is the easy life. i … Continue reading I do.
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i wonder why i can't seem to run fast in my dreams, maybe like the feeling of falling it's only peculiar to this smoke reality. can i be a quiet and gentle soul like the girl i hope to become? will i always remember that there is no future because the future is now or … Continue reading 1 2 3
today i learned that persistence is what separates winners from losers in life's grand theatre. life is indeed what you make of it and fear is the mind killer. Picture: tinybuddha.com Inspiration: After a year of dark days, today I won and it's indeed like a dream. (Psalms 126:1-6) Listening to "Hillsong young and … Continue reading Libre
what's free? in life what's given, pure? what's heaven on earth in days long like shadows? what's free? Picture: blog.bible Inspiration: Listening to David Baloche - Nothing can Separate
Brought to life
Everything's smaller when you see it from here; high, low, perspective being what it is. fear is a useless emotion; alps curbing life's panoramic view. Here, we believe in the power of belief; self fulfilling prophesies... as you choose how to see the world with deep blue eyes, I'll be right here sketching my life's … Continue reading Brought to life
in this game of you versus life i wonder about your view through eyes electric blue; knowing firecoal suns, peering through pearly gates. Picture: Fatima Albudoor Inspiration: 01/10/19, 1:24am thinking about life
i don't know how you feel about this page turning like circles in time, or if you see what tomorrow holds; how her starry eyes will unfold. God only knows His love...our light... PS: To you the reader - "Thank you for your support in 2018. May 2019 reveal to us wisdom to succeed … Continue reading Our Light…
even sweet and sour songs must come to an end. sober reflections, past...present. maybe this sunset will lead us home to new beginnings, God i hope so. Picture: shutterstock.com Inspiration: Today is the last day of the year 2018.
Time flies. one day you're here the next you're there, old dead. Picture: worklifepsych.com
satisfaction in work is our only reward in this fleeting life Picture: unsplash.com Inspiration: Ecclesiastes 3:22 NLT (this is my favorite book of the Bible)
he says overthinking won't help, i do it anyway nonstop in my loco head dancing in a loop of thoughts. he thinks i'm a star porque i made it this far... lucky me! Picture: woked.co Inspiration: Casting Crowns - In Me
Going with the flow
cross my heart, i have no idea where the heck i'm going like what do i really want? is writing truly my destiny or am i just making it up as i go along? when my fluid perspectives take me every which way, i try to use all you've given me God knows i try. … Continue reading Going with the flow
In the Middle
you know that wavy line...the one between extreme and not? well, i crossed it. i got caught up in a life that wasn't mine, dancing to the sweet melody of curiosity. i spied her hazel eyes and for the first time, wrong felt goddamn right. what was i supposed to do? not kiss and tell? … Continue reading In the Middle
I feel like a language you can't understand, like i'm missing out on life, yours, mine. don't think for a second that my roses are without thorns, i'm low-key in my lane fighting, learning, chasing the dreams hovering within my head space. ...thoughts...mind...power... is anything really worth it though? i keep trying and trying, tossed by … Continue reading FOMO
Maybe i'm running a little far away from this life as a cry for help; for you to hold me and never let me go. To tell you the truth, if it comes easy in life, it may as well not have come at all. Pain must lead to gain and there's no in-between , … Continue reading Avant-garde I
Highs and Lows
i'm struggling to stay fucking calm, to sober up and realize that you love me despite the highs and lows. i feel like these vices are what keep me in the loop, insane enough, ever ready to send me to mars when life's bullshit stares me point blank in the face. i think i'm obsessed … Continue reading Highs and Lows
days like this when i feel like i can't take it anymore, i find solace in your words that never die. Picture: success.com Inspiration: Every Little Thing by Hillsong Young and Free
I’m trusting the process
I guess it’s not easy to just free-fall into the universe and let Him save me. but i will Picture: abovetopsecret.com Inspiration: Free-fall by Royal Taylor
When I grow up
when I grow up to be a blush flower i’ll bud like the black-eyed susan, i'll sway with the soft wind "as she reminds me to thrive or wither away." Picture: Unknown Inspiration: thoughts in an altered state of mind...
A broad smile is plastered across my ebony face, but I know deep down I’m not okay. Lately I feel like I’m struggling to see the light, like my bags are packed and I’m waiting for a train whose arrival is uncertain. I know that life is a constant roller coaster and the good times … Continue reading Dark clouds
in the days gone by
pushing through midnight blue days, I feel like a scarlet rose trapped within her thorns, patiently waiting for spring Picture: Pinterest Inspiration: In the days gone by - Hillsong young and free (Thanks guys for 500 follows and counting)
will you let me save you?
There’s a sadness in your eyes, a gravity pulling me in like a black hole, it's calling out to me, compelling every fiber of my soul to save you from yourself. will you let me? Picture: Geou on DeviantArt Inspiration: There's a cure for depression, It's LOVE!
In the clouds…
Head in the clouds day dreaming, watching our memories come to life like a play. Maybe one day we’ll be together and even if the sky falls down, the neon lights will save us Picture: Taken by me in Abu Dhabi Inspiration: what is love?
Life is a dime a second a sorbet delight Picture; Taken by me in Ras Al Khaimah
He wants me to go he says my destiny is waiting for me on the other side of the mountain Picture; Taken by me at Jebel Jais mountain in Ras Al Khaimah UAE Inspiration; Divine direction devotional by Craig Groeschel on You-version Bible